After 9pm on 22 September 1968, when Padre
Mariano had already left cell No. 4 and I had entered, Padre
Pio called me through the intercom asking me to come to
his room. He was in bed, lying on his right side, and all
he asked me was what time was showing on the alarm clock
on his bedside cabinet. I dried some small tears from his
reddened eyes and returned to room No. 4 to listen in to
the intercom which was always switched on.
The Padre called me a further five or six times until midnight
and each time his eyes were reddened by tears, but it was
a peaceful and serene weeping.
At midnight, just like a small frightened boy he pleaded
with me: "Stay with me, my son", and he began to
ask me with increasing frequency what time it was. He looked
at me with pleading eyes, clenching my hands tightly.
Then, as if he had forgotten the time, which he had continually
asked me, he asked:
"Have you said Mass?". I smiled and replied:
"Spiritual Father, it is too early just now for Mass".
And he replied:
"Well, this morning you will say Mass for me". I
said: "But every morning I say Mass for your intentions".
After this, he wanted to make his confession and, after his
sacramental confession he said: "My son, if the Lord
calls me today, please ask my confreres to forgive me all
the trouble I have given them and ask them and my spiritual
children to say a prayer for my soul".
I replied: "Spiritual Father, I am sure that the Lord
will let you live for a long time, but if you are right, may
I ask you for a last blessing for the confreres, for all your
spiritual children and all the sick?".
And he said: "Of course I bless them all; better still,
ask the Superior to give this last blessing on my behalf".
"And what will I say to Pia, Hector (his niece and nephew)
and to your family and to Sister Pia?". "They know
how much I love them", he replied bursting into tears,
"I bless them all, I bless them all". Finally, he
asked to renew the profession of his religious vows.
It was one o'clock when he asked me: "Listen, my son,
I cannot breathe easily here in bed. Help me to get up. I
can breathe more easily sitting on the chair".
One, two or three o'clock were usually the times when he would
get up to prepare for Holy Mass and, before sitting on the
armchair, he would go for a short walk along the corridor.
That night I noticed to my great amazement that he was standing
up straight and walking briskly just like a young man, so
much so that there was no need to support him. Reaching the
door of his cell, he said:
"Let's go for a while on the balcony".
I followed him, keeping my hand under his arm. He himself
switched on the light and, reaching the armchair, he sat down
and looked around the balcony as if he were looking for something.
Five minutes later he wanted to return to his cell. I tried
to lift him up but he said: "I can't make it". In
fact, he felt very heavy. "Spiritual Father, don't worry",
I said to him, giving him encouragement and straight away
getting his wheelchair which was nearby. I lifted him under
his arms from the armchair and sat him in the wheelchair.
He himself lifted his feet from the ground and placed them
on the footrests. Back in his cell, when I had eased him back
into his armchair, looking at the wheelchair and indicating
with his left hand he said to me: "Take it outside".
When I went back inside his cell, I noticed that the Padre
was becoming very pale. His forehead had broken out in a cold
sweat. I became frightened, however, when I saw that his lips
were turning blue. He continuously repeated: "Gesu, Maria!"
(Jesus, Mary) in an increasingly frail voice.
I got up to go and call a confrere but he stopped me, saying:
"Don't waken anyone". I set off just the same and,
running, I had reached only a few steps outside of his cell
when he called me again. Thinking he was calling me to tell
me the same thing, I turned back. But when I heard him repeat:
"Don't call anyone", I replied, pleadingly: "Spiritual
Father, leave it to me". I ran towards the cell of Padre
Mariano but, seeing the door of Brother Bill's room open,
I went in, turned on the light and shook him: "Padre
Pio is ill!". In a moment, Brother Bill reached the Padre's
cell and I ran to phone Dr. Sala. He arrived about ten minutes
later and as soon as he saw the Padre, he prepared everything
necessary to give him an injection. When everything was ready,
Brother Bill and I tried to hold him up, but not having much
success, we had to lay him on his bed. The doctor gave him
an injection and then helped us to settle him in his armchair,
while the Padre repeated in a barely audible voice and the
movement of his lips becoming weaker: "Gesu, Maria!".
Having been called by me, the Father Guardian arrived immediately,
as well as Padre Mariano and other confreres; while having
been called on the telephone by Dr. Sala the following started
arriving one after the other — Padre Pio's nephew, Mario
Pennelli; the Medical Director of the Hospital, Dr Gusso;
and Dr Giovanni Scarale.
While the doctors were giving him oxygen, firstly through
a tube and then through a mask, Padre Paolo of San Giovanni
Rotondo administered to the Spiritual Father the Sacrament
of the Sick, and the other confreres, kneeling all around
him, were praying.
At approximately 2.30, he gently bowed his head towards his
chest, and gave up his spirit.
(In witness thereof, Padre Pellegrino Funicelli San Giovanni
Rotondo, 29 September 1968)
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